He lied to me for four years, not telling me he was supposed to marry someone for the sake of his father's company. He asked me to wait for him while he went home to try to fix it, but I didn't listen. I know these types of families, I've heard about them. I don't know what he tried to accomplish, but I knew that he wasn't going to be able to get out of the arranged marriage. So when he left, I did the only logical thing I could think of at the moment. I packed my things, booked a ticket back home, deleted all signs of me that I could and left.
Who would have thought a month later, I found out I was pregnant, only by collapsing while shopping with Bella. I came to my senses and emailed the only email I could find to let him know I was pregnant? And guess what happened. I was told it wasn't his and he wanted nothing to do with the baby, they even offered to pay me off. So I said f**k it, I changed my last name and moved on with my life, just my son and I. Him and I against the world.
Until 5 years later, he came barreling back into my life after his company bought the company I was working at. Now, he's my boss and knows about our son but no matter what, I will do whatever I need to do to protect my son from everything possible.
You have no idea how much this breaks my heart. I love you and I will always love you. A part of me will always ache for you but I just couldn’t do this anymore. I can’t sit here for days, waiting, wondering and hoping that you meant what you said about trying to fix things with your father to get out of this contract marriage. How could I hold so much hope when you weren’t honest with me from the beginning?
I have been nothing but honest with who I was. You knew where I grew up. You knew about my upbringing and how I come from a humble home. You were there for me when my parents passed away. You accepted all that of me, knowing that I would never have fit into the lifestyle that you hid from me. I knew you came from the elite, but I didn’t care. I fell in love with the man you were showing me you could be. A man that treated everyone as equals, no matter how much money they had. But because your parents created this contract when you were little and you decided to hide that information from me for our entire four year relationship, breaks my heart. It tells me that a part of you would always be ashamed of who I was.
I pictured forever with you Austin. I imagined us getting married, a small wedding on a ranch by my hometown in Texas. I pictured me being pregnant with your child, watching our children grow up in a happy and humble home, learning to respect everyone no matter who they were. I imagined one day, officially meeting your parents, making me feel that you were one hundred percent in this for the long haul. But you weren’t. You never were and that hurts more than anything else. A part of me feels that if you cheated on me, the pain wouldn’t hurt as bad as this. It’s all the secrets that were kept that put the doubt in my mind.
So, I let you go Austin. I am going to let you go so you can live the life you were always meant to live. I will be okay and maybe one day; our paths will cross and we can finally see how happy we are. You will always be a part of me and I hope to always be a part of you. I will love you forever Austin.
I am sorry to hear about your current condition, however, Austin will not be participating in the life of this baby. He is set to where he is about to have his own life and family here and does not wish to have any distractions and does not wish to have any further contact with you in regards to any matter from here henceforth. I am willing to pay you any amount of money for you to no longer contact my son in regard to this or any other situation you may find yourself in.
Best of luck
CEO Nicholson Marketing